Heres to the God who makes me die to myself so that he can live in me. I love him so. I want to love him like a child again. Like a kid loves his dad. Recently i drove to Kansas City to visit some friend’s and go to the prayer room. I met some awesome people. I also met up with the Lord and he brought me back to the calling he set on my life. I was reminded of how i used to go after him. It was over all an awesome trip. I had so much encouragement coming at me everyday up there. I felt refreshed, almost like a new person. I get on the plane to go home and see my family in Jacksonville. I was stoked to see them but it was different than KC for sure. It felt like a shifted environment. All that encouragement i felt in KC was just not the same in Jax. Almost as if it wasn’t there. Im working and going to school and doing the routine again, but i want to fight through all the darkness and bring light to Jax. Im going to get my life in a schedule because i know that what Mike Bickle would say. I need to give my time to the lord and focus on his mercy. And not just that but also keep my self occupied doing things, like reading working out, jogging, leading worship at the hop, and also treasure hunts and start revivals in Jax! Those are the top things on my list right i want to do. I believe if my schedule is set up then i can do all these things including school and work ad still have time for the lord. I also need to set how much free time i spend on the internet. Its almost become an idol for me. any ways i could go on but i just wanted to share some of my heart. Gods really blessing me with favor.
If i could give any encouragement it would be this. Never stop learning about God. be in his presence often. Pray with out ceasing( always in mind ) you will learn about his continual grace that he pours out to his children. He is asking the question right now, Who do you say that I AM? The more you consider him the better you can answer that question. Your destiny in him is to huge for you to give up hope. Take heart and fight the fight of perfect love.
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