Recently, a few friends and I flew up to Kansas City to go to the awakening meetings and spend time in the Prayer Room. Its been about 2 days so far and we have about 5 days left. People keep asking me what the Lords doing in my heart while in the PR. Honestly, the only reason i came was to stretch my heart to Love God more. That's exactly whats He has been doing. Wrecking my heart on His worthiness, on His holiness. I believe a lot more is going on in my spirit than i can see being made manifest in the flesh. Its tough at times to sit before God. The hardest thing for me is not falling asleep while meditating on Him. And so even through this lack of fascination for the Lord, the Lord is delighting in my soul and allowing me the grace to keep pressing in. I'm believing for more fascination than i have yet to receive from my Abba Father! There is an eternal well spring of glory and Love that i have yet to touch its depths. I am asking that the lord teach me how to swim on this trip, so that i can go deep in his heart and be fascinated by Him alone.
At the 1st awakening service, i received prayer for the stirring of revival in my city. That through Jesus, my college and city would be transformed and that i would simply be a hungry vessel. A lot of people came by, laid hands on my speaking "Fire" or "More Lord" or "Wine" and the Lord touch my heart. I was laid out a couple times quite violently by the intense influence of the Holy Spirit.
The Lord spoke these words to me. "All I need is one man"
Lord, rest in my heart. Have a place that You can dwell in all the time. Give me the gift of weepings and the heart to comfort your heart on the future salvation of Israel, for a revival in Jacksonville Florida and all through out the nations. Lord i want to be like those who dream.
Make me like those who dream!
Brad
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