Monday, August 10, 2009

I will find my delight in the lord. I desire you and you alone. there has to be more to you in my life. I want to see you in a new uncomprehendable way. you have to show your self to me father. there are to many distraction in this world that keep trying to steel my attention. You cant leave me with out you. Do not forsake me father. I need you. i want to get to you core. i want to find out everything about you. the bottom line is i'm going to love you. i have to have you. Only you satisfy my soul. iv met you in the deep places lord but something tells me that you go deeper. something keeps pushing my hunger for more of you. i cant stop this satisfaction. i cant stop blessing your holy name. for you are worth all of my affections. you are worth all of my heart. i am willing to die to myself...i am willing to die, unto blessing your name. Death cannot pry my love from you heart. this is what i was made for. anything less than i have lost it all. you are the one. you are the only one. there is no other. i have to know you. i have to fellowship with you. i have to worship you. i have to bless you. i have to need you. I want god. i want you god. there has to me more so show me yourself . come to me. all that you are. how long do i have to wait to for you to receive your reward. and moreover, how long do you have to wait to receive your reward. you have to have it lord. i want to see your heart lord. i want to see your ways lord. i want to see your plans lord. what do you have up your sleeve for the variety of justice you will pour out. i want to be in this plan. mark my heart with yourself. i want you to mark me even more. not a mark that wears off. but a permanent mark that never leaves or fades away. something im sold on. give me faith and cast out doubt to believe and not be offended by who you are and what your going to do. Come god. come in all of who your. come father. all of creation is waiting and groaning for you to split the sky. so come and be who you are, father.


come lord jesus come.

Brad