I will find my delight in the lord. I desire you and you alone. there has to be more to you in my life. I want to see you in a new uncomprehendable way. you have to show your self to me father. there are to many distraction in this world that keep trying to steel my attention. You cant leave me with out you. Do not forsake me father. I need you. i want to get to you core. i want to find out everything about you. the bottom line is i'm going to love you. i have to have you. Only you satisfy my soul. iv met you in the deep places lord but something tells me that you go deeper. something keeps pushing my hunger for more of you. i cant stop this satisfaction. i cant stop blessing your holy name. for you are worth all of my affections. you are worth all of my heart. i am willing to die to myself...i am willing to die, unto blessing your name. Death cannot pry my love from you heart. this is what i was made for. anything less than i have lost it all. you are the one. you are the only one. there is no other. i have to know you. i have to fellowship with you. i have to worship you. i have to bless you. i have to need you. I want god. i want you god. there has to me more so show me yourself . come to me. all that you are. how long do i have to wait to for you to receive your reward. and moreover, how long do you have to wait to receive your reward. you have to have it lord. i want to see your heart lord. i want to see your ways lord. i want to see your plans lord. what do you have up your sleeve for the variety of justice you will pour out. i want to be in this plan. mark my heart with yourself. i want you to mark me even more. not a mark that wears off. but a permanent mark that never leaves or fades away. something im sold on. give me faith and cast out doubt to believe and not be offended by who you are and what your going to do. Come god. come in all of who your. come father. all of creation is waiting and groaning for you to split the sky. so come and be who you are, father.

come lord jesus come.

Brad

IHOP KC

Im leaving tonight at 12. (midnight) IHOP KC! Im so stoked. Leo taken me up for free and letting me stay for two whole weeks at his place. On the way up we will be hitting IHOP ATL to meet up with some of old friends and also hit the prayer room. I'm stoked about that. But we're going to spend a couple hours there and then off to Memphis to stir up the spirit of revival and visit Leos brother. I will add more when i get IHOP ATL as to how awesome the trip is going. Two week Jesus vacation here i come!

What's on Your Heart God?

I dont know if thinking about things deep makes me weird or out of the norm...but i wanted to write about something thats been on my heart..something that will never leave my heart. this isn't me complaining but more so me crying out back to the dood greater than i am who cried out before me. 

im gonna start this off by yelling to get across how big an issue this really is.....Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! 

MY GOD! YOU...ARE...INCREDIBLE! no words known to this very articulate world could ever describe you god, because you have made everything...even the words that we speak. God you have given it all and i really, strongly wish i could return the favor....but couldn't..i can't and never will. but thats not going to stop me from trying. god give me the opportunities to show people how awesome and insane you are. And how boring and religious your not. God all this generation has seen is the bores of religion and there not seeing the whole picture. god i am asking you right now to show an embracement to this generation. touch our hearts deeply so that we can know you and have that intimate relationship with you as something daily and NOT just something that happens when we go to church! God humble my life so that i shorten the line for you.. and only for you. im tired of seeing lives being literally destroyed over stupid things that mean NOTHING...god send that joel 2 army and break down the walls that our enemy has built. God send revival over our hearts and over our nation. Don't let us get caught up in our own routines again but GOD let us get caught up YOU...inside and out. Let us come back you! OUR FIRST LOVE. God let there be a mighty generation of warriors set out for one purpose...To worship and give you our lives freely and forever!

i can't stop praying till these things happens god. i cant ever stop!

YOUR BRIDE